ohman.. ive been feeling so emo these few days... i dont understand why i feel this way.. it's not right.. and now i cant get rid of it.. im trying to.. but it's hard to let go...
:'(

it's over..
it's never gonna be the same again..
NEVER..
):

omigosh!! so cool. just went to watch singapore slingers vs. south dragons! they were sooo cool!! and i was like.. very near the front so the whole experience was uhhh.. SO COOL!! hehe.. eh but seriously.. very cool.. the players were soo cool. hmm.. jus to let u know.. i was supporting the south dragons.. from australia i think.. hehe.. i love player no.7!!! JOE INGLES!!! lovehimlovehimlovehim!! i took soo many pics of him man.. oh.. and zeshan.. who was sitting next to me.. likes player no.14 from the slingers.. who knows what his name is.. but yea.. i think he plays well. and is cute too. hehe. but no.7 is better.. in both ways! ^^ i wanna be 7 next time!!! hehe.. oh mann.. joe was sitting right in front of me at the start... could have gotten his signature.. but i DIDNT!! ): i should have!!! well.. will have to wait till the next time i see them..
okok.. shall talk more about the match.. oh btw.. sg slingers won :/
im half happy half sad? heh.. omigosh.. u should see the way they play.. like whoa.. pro.. i took quite a lot of pics.. will post them up here if im that bored...... oh right.. mr teo was there too.. but he was sitting very far away..
oh yes.. during half time.. these really really REALLY cute little people children(looks around 5-7 yrs old ) came out to play bball!! omgomg.. there was this really cute little boy luh.. looks about 5? haha.. yea.. me and zeshan were crazy over him and were fighting for him. HAHA. so lame..
ahh.. slingers/dragons GO!!!
:]

continued... :]

20. sing with jay chou AND zeshan LOL
21. hear jay chou sing axel F by crazy frog
22. see what mr teo's wife/girlfriend looks like
23. learn drums
24. learn bass
25. form a band
26. join some reality tv show
27. host the grammys -.-
28. continue later -.-

YAY I PASSED MY GRADING! im now an ORANGEE! ahah.. sighh.. im sad.. i think i have a block nose.. or maybe there's just no smell in the air... hmm... ok.. YAY..i shall list down all the things i wanna do before i die! heh..

things i wanna do before i die
(not in any dumb chronological order)

1. say hello to george bush
2. get drunk (wonder what it feels like hehh)
3. eat 24 bars of chocolate straight
4. squirt water at the whole scgs staff saying sorry after each time -.-
5. tear an exam paper up
6. mess up someone's house real bad
7. sing with jay chou
8. watch my sister grow up healthy and well behaved
9. buy a 100" tv.. if there's such a thing -.-
10. get a husband
11. have 2 or 3 kids (?!?!)
12. work at macs
13. watch all the star wars episodes another 36(fave number) times.. watched it soo many times alrdy mann.. it's classic
14. get a life time supply of salmon sashimi
15. sleep for 24 hours straight
16. find enlightenment
17. levitate
18. black belt in karate
19. to continue this post later lol bye :]

oh crap.. im having my karate grading in 2 hours time.. if i pass.. i'll get my orange belt.. but if i fail.... oh man.. what if i do fail?!? the grading costs 30 bucks.. dont wanna waste my parent's money.. so i must do this properly.. haha. i was discussing with christine what i should shout out.. i was like HEE-AH? HURH? HAA? ahha.. she told me to do the second one.. haha.. omigosh... it's gonna start soooonn!! wish me luccckk! :]

got back results today.. history..lit.. and geog.. i was disapointed for all of them.. i wanted to do better than that. ok i didnt fail for any but... it's just.. that.. i studied so hard and ugh.. the results were just... sighh.. especially for one particular subject.. namely.. history... my favourite subject.. u see... i never really actually did well for history.. it was pretty much failures for the 1st half of the yr... well.. it was kinda the same for the 2nd half but.. it was after that remedial lesson with mr ang that made me understand how we were supposed to answer source based questions.. after that remedial.. i just knew that i would improve for history and that i would do the source based questions properly... so.. the next test.. i was like... so happy... although i only got an 11/20.. my source based section earned me 9/10.. even higher than the top girl in hist... and the other 2 marks was earned another two questions in structured... i seriously thought i woudnt pass.. i only had the time to do those... so.. after i got back my paper.. when class ended.. i went to thank mr ang.. he said he was really happy.. really very happy... the feeling was like... wow.. a teacher was like... in a way.. proud of what i did... i never really thought any teacher would ever say that... so.. for the next test.. i got a 9/15.. and the remark was "that's the way!".. and for the first source based question.. i got full marks and he put there a "yay!".. haha.. i laughed at this comment in my mind so muchh lol.. then for the 2nd question.. i got a 3/5... and for the last qsn.. a 2/6.. the comment was " what happened? no time?".. yeaa.. that's exactly the reason... so after that i went up to him and he told me to pace myself right... and yeah.. keep to time and all that... so he announced that there were gonna be remedial sessions and all... i signed up for one... if im not wrong.. it was on a wednesday... yeaaahh.. so he taught us the 1st question... but i really actually wanted him to go thru the 2nd one.. soooo... after a few lessons.. i asked him if i could go to another remedial... he said ok.. so.. i went... then it's like.. after he explained and asked us to do it.. i was the first one to let him check.. and it was wrong and, not answering the question at all.. haha -.-... so i went back to do again.. while all the others (about twenty sth) went to check.. whoa.. it took a darn long time.. so even after i finished writing.. the queue was still long... so i just sat there and slacked for a while.. then.. before i could get him to check.. he explained the 2nd section... so.. while the remaining girls in the queue uhh.. queued... the rest did their work... oh btw i didn't wanna queue cos like... why wait so long when u can check later ehhe... yea... soo after i finished the 2nd section.. i was kinda the slowest lah.. so the queue builded up again.. oh man.. so i went thru my answer once more and.. then slacked.. heheh.. 10 minutes passed.. 15 minutes passed.. 30minutes passed... the queue was still there while i stupidly waited at my desk.. all of my friends left alrdy.. heh.. so there were like 4 ppl left there+mr ang.. he attended to the rest first before going thru mine.... so i was like the last one there... eek.. yeaaa... so it was like another half an hour there? he went through qsn b.. then made me repeat the whole answer verbally to him.. and after that asked me to list out all the points.. after that.. he still went through section c.. haha so nice... after that class.. i knew how to do the useful questions properly.. so yeaaa... after that.. it was just days and days of studying history.. even if it was lit that day.. i'll still study hist... urggghh..during the final exam.. i was rushing for time... if only i had more time.. i would have gotten more marks.. but i guess... that's not the point..... sigh.. ok.. lets just jump to when i got back my paper... omigosh.. horror... as i walked towards room 100.. mr ang was outside la.. when i walked past him.. he was giving me this stare.. like. as if i just ended the whole star wars saga or sth... yess.. that look.. so i sorta knew the results weren't gonna be good.. by this time.. i was already strangling history.. ack.. kill it! oh god.. went inside the room.. sat at the corner.. then he showed us the breakdown of the marks in the four classes he marked.. and said that the highest was in 1pe.. which is my class... then he gave out the papers... caryl got the highest.. he went in register order u see.. so i was sitting there staring at the table... and when it was my turn... i went up to him and took my paper.. i didnt even bother looking at his face.. didnt want to... so.. i returned to my seat.. counted to 10.. then opened the paper... i can still remember how i felt at that point of time...... the corner is goodd... no one knows u're crying- so i just sat there.. tears... facing away from mr ang.. when he walked in my direction.. i turned away.. sighh.. i kept crying constantly.. i didnt fail.. but it was much lower than i thought it would be... i was so disapointed in myself.... but the worst was... when mr ang told us to put our papers back on the table up front... since it was according to register number from the back.. i was 3rd.. so i went up.. and i couldnt help but feel horrible.. that feeling was so bad that i didnt even want to go near the table.. so i flung the paper towards the pile but it missed and nearly slid off the table.. but mr ang caught it in time.. then he was like.. TRISHA.. WHAT'S THAT FOR?! but he didnt seem angry or anything according to aisha and pris..they said it was cause he understood that i was sad so yeaaa... then i walked back to put the paper back into the pile and said sorry.. so i walked back to my table and felt more devastated than ever.. sighh.. i even feel a bit guilty now... so i wrote an email to him.. well.. it was just a few words.. but i hope he understands lah..... ugrhhg.. what if he doesn't reply?! ahh nvm.. gonna get back science, chinese, english and math papers back tmr... i hope it goes well..... if not.. then.. well.. who knows... i heard that most people who do badly in school grow up to be good business people.. hehheh.. donald trump.. here i come!! then again....... ):

omigosh results are coming out tmrw and friday.. oh no... what if i do like.. really badly.. i've been studying so hard... oh well... i'll mourn when i get my results back.. sigh.. but i guess if i did my best then it's ok.. yeeaaa... oh!! go watch princess hours on channel u at 7pm on weekdays! it rawks!! hahaha..

it's 2 days after the exams now.. it's amazing how time passes by so fast.. it wasnt long ago that i found out i had a male form teacher.. it wasnt long ago i sat in that unfamiliar classroom.. it wasnt long ago that i first saw you... or was it? all that sec one.. it's all gonna come to an end.. it's just 2 weeks now before we leave sec one.. excluding the results on thursday and friday... sigh.. i want this to last forever... this year alone has brought so much memories.. i will remember them always.. but i know that from then on.. things wont be the same anymore..

oh yeaa.. i found this really cool video .. check it out :]



hhehe.. amazing isn't it.

hey :]

ok.. so... reading "deception point" currently..... i would tell u what it was about.. but sadly.. im only on the 2nd page. hmm.. but yea. dan brown's books rawk.. they are so addictive.. terribly addictive.. so far.. i've read.. the da vinci code.. angels and demons and digital fortress... they all rock the same ^^
ehehehe.. ok.. gonna do some youtube-ing.. bye :]

Michael Jackson's Evil Twin does "Thriller"

that was lame

"without me" by Eminem makes me wanna pee..
-_____________________________-

You Should Try Whitewater Rafting

Get in some IV class rapids... And see if you can stay in the raft

You are 67% Gemini

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Your Birthdate: June 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your Luck Quotient: 49%

You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

You Should Drive a Lamborghini

A true daredevil, you're always in search of a new rush. Clearly, you're a total speed demon... just don't get caught!

Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Evil Magician. Where You Lived: Burma. How You Died: Hung for treason.

Your New Year's Resolutions

1) Get a pet monkey 2) Eat more gummy bears 3) Travel to Sweden 4) Study witchcraft 5) Get in shape with disco dancing

You Failed 8th Grade Spanish

Sorry, you only got 0/8 correct!

ripped this from joy's blog :]

01) single, taken or crushing?
single and proud of it :D

02) are you happy with your life right now?
i guess it's better than most lives..

03) when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
yeah.. most probably

04) have you ever had your heartbroken?
nahh..

05) do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no...

06) would you take back someone if he cheats on you?
no...

07) have you talked bout marriage with another before?
yea.. just random topics that pop up when im talking to friends.. haha.. i want a guy who's charismatic

08) do you want children?
yea.

09) how many?
2/3 ( not two thirds.. as in.. 2 slash 3; 2 or 3)

10) would you consider adoption?
nope. it's murder..

11) if someone liked you right now what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
mm.. tell me without telling me.. like.. u know.. through actions :]

12) do you enjoy getting into relationships?
do i? i guess if there's someone that u can really depend on and trust then yea.. but not the player type.

13) be honest, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did?
dont have one

14) do you believe in love at first sight?
yea i guess..

15) are you romantic?
am i?

16) do you believe you can change someone?
hope so :]

17) if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Hawaii :]

18) do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends on my mood

19) do you have feelings for someone now?
do i?

20) have you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?
eh.. no?

21) have you ever broken a heart?
hope so :P

22) one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
kill her.

23) are you missing someone now?
am i?

hey.. exams are finally over.. english was okay.. the comprehension was ok.. but the summary was tough cos only 120 words were allowed so i was like.. canceling here.. there.. teachers will get a headache lookin at it :]
hidden motive.. hehe..
ok.. so.. went ps with pris just now.. yea..
ahh ok... results coming out on thrus+fri like omg..

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sighh.. after the exams are over.. like.. i have to do everything la. cook rice.. wash dishes.. yadayada.. ahh.. i dun like cooking rice cos there are like.. rice weevils.. eee... so i use a spoon to take them out hehe..
anyway.. if any day.. you're feeling down or sth.. here's my "happy recipe". but beware.. it might make you high..

pour chocolate milk into a glass.. put whipped cream on it (the amt is really depending on how happy you wanna be).. then.. add a spoon full of milo powder on top. eat the top first.. (whipped cream+milo powder=heaven) yea.. it'll eventually all sink down so it's YUM. oh and btw... at the first scoop (whipped cream+milo powder=heaven).. dont sorta suck it in.. cos the milo powder will be sucked into ur throat and it's that whole choking kinda thing... and i speak from experience hehehe :]

Oo i see lunch ^^
yes im hungry..

oh.. no more haze lawl.. and here i was wating for the PSI level to go all the way to 301.. then we'll all be sitting at home (no sch) using the com.. and when we look out the window.. we wont be able to see anything but greyness... ahha gayness..
ahh.. home is BORING.. there's nothing to do but go on the com. esp when exams are over (except for english but who cares) yea.. there's nothin to do.. and i thought studying was a chore... well it is.. but yea.
ok. will blog more later.. playing some weird games... the internet is getting boring too, yes.

omigosh the haze is so bad.. the last time i checked.. the PSI was 150.. and it's like already so bad that u can hardly see more than 10m.. and i thot like.. maybe they would temporarily close school or sth.. but then i watched the news and they said (schools will only close if the PSI is above 301) .. like wth we're all going to DIE before we can even not go to school lah. 150 already so bad.. when it's "un-hazy" the PSI is probably like zero lawl..

oh man.. i might not beable to think tomorrow. my brain might get clogged up by the pollutants or sth lawl. okaye gonna eat kiwi now... kiwi is gooddd... :] haha kay bb

Call Me When You're Sober- Evanescence

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

And I'd give up forever to touch you'
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life'
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

ahh ok. i shall talk about the exams..

chinese- i found it ok i guess... i wouldn't say it was difficult or anything but yeah..

english- paper 2's on monday.. i found paper 1 .. interesting? yea. i wrote this really weird and mysterious story. hmm...

geography- YAY. im very satisfied with this one.. all that studying paid off. but at the last section... they said choose 4 out of the 6 questions. hehe. i did all 6.. then after the exam.. when i heard everyone go "oh shit. i did all 6"... then i was like- crapp...

history- oh damn... dont know what to say for this one.. here's the thing... i felt kinda disapointed with myself after this exam.. i was rushing for time.. so i felt that i couldnt give it my all.. i studied the hardest for this too. hist is my favourite subject.. so... i dunno.

literature- ehehehe.. this one ahh.. for the essay.. i wrote 2 full pages.. without leaving lines. haha. heard that alot of ppl only wrote one page/half a page or sth so yeah.. quite pleased with myself..

math- oh man.. this one was tough.. dont think i'll do very well. and during the exam.. i got all the formulas mixed up so yea..

science- cant remember much of this one..

yea.. so.. one more paper remaining- english.. at least there's not much of a way to study for this one :P
... exams are more or less over.. i should be happy... but there's still that feeling of.. sadness... and i dont know why...

heyy everyone :]

it's been quite a while.. exams and all... oh crapp. the years gonna end soon. i'll miss sec 1. i'll miss 1pe. i'll miss the sec 1pe teachers. i'll miss my lovely 1pe-ans. i'll miss sitting near the pond during break, when i move on to sec 2..i can only look down at the pond from the 2nd/3rd level. i'll miss the classroom which has been a home to me for this year. i'll miss falling asleep during lit (although i'll probably still do that next year hehe).i'll miss our music lessons where we all sing in harmonics and stuff. i'll miss science lessons when we are all quiet and it gives me time to think and mrs kee cracks weird jokes. i'll miss math lessons when i'll get confused. i'll miss chinese lessons, hehe.. and lao shi picks on me. but she's so nice and funny. i'll miss geography lessons where teo draws weird squiggles on the board. i'll miss english lessons where we seem to be learning everything but english. i'll miss history lessons where mr ang is just so funny and makes history so interesting, haha. there was once he waved a penknife out at me for an example of threats and responses.. then i didnt move cos i knew he wasnt gonna really stab me or anything haha. it was really funny. sighh.. i'll miss the fun PE lessons where i'll do anything but soccer hehe. i'll miss everything that i cant have in sec 2 :(

Trisha.
SCGS.
2PRo7.
1PEo6.
squash.
basketball.
guitar.
piano.
drums.

ohman.. ive been feeling so emo these few days... i dont understand why i feel this way.. it's not right.. and now i cant get rid of it.. im trying to.. but it's hard to let go...
:'(

it's over..
it's never gonna be the same again..
NEVER..
):

omigosh!! so cool. just went to watch singapore slingers vs. south dragons! they were sooo cool!! and i was like.. very near the front so the whole experience was uhhh.. SO COOL!! hehe.. eh but seriously.. very cool.. the players were soo cool. hmm.. jus to let u know.. i was supporting the south dragons.. from australia i think.. hehe.. i love player no.7!!! JOE INGLES!!! lovehimlovehimlovehim!! i took soo many pics of him man.. oh.. and zeshan.. who was sitting next to me.. likes player no.14 from the slingers.. who knows what his name is.. but yea.. i think he plays well. and is cute too. hehe. but no.7 is better.. in both ways! ^^ i wanna be 7 next time!!! hehe.. oh mann.. joe was sitting right in front of me at the start... could have gotten his signature.. but i DIDNT!! ): i should have!!! well.. will have to wait till the next time i see them..
okok.. shall talk more about the match.. oh btw.. sg slingers won :/
im half happy half sad? heh.. omigosh.. u should see the way they play.. like whoa.. pro.. i took quite a lot of pics.. will post them up here if im that bored...... oh right.. mr teo was there too.. but he was sitting very far away..
oh yes.. during half time.. these really really REALLY cute little people children(looks around 5-7 yrs old ) came out to play bball!! omgomg.. there was this really cute little boy luh.. looks about 5? haha.. yea.. me and zeshan were crazy over him and were fighting for him. HAHA. so lame..
ahh.. slingers/dragons GO!!!
:]

continued... :]

20. sing with jay chou AND zeshan LOL
21. hear jay chou sing axel F by crazy frog
22. see what mr teo's wife/girlfriend looks like
23. learn drums
24. learn bass
25. form a band
26. join some reality tv show
27. host the grammys -.-
28. continue later -.-

YAY I PASSED MY GRADING! im now an ORANGEE! ahah.. sighh.. im sad.. i think i have a block nose.. or maybe there's just no smell in the air... hmm... ok.. YAY..i shall list down all the things i wanna do before i die! heh..

things i wanna do before i die
(not in any dumb chronological order)

1. say hello to george bush
2. get drunk (wonder what it feels like hehh)
3. eat 24 bars of chocolate straight
4. squirt water at the whole scgs staff saying sorry after each time -.-
5. tear an exam paper up
6. mess up someone's house real bad
7. sing with jay chou
8. watch my sister grow up healthy and well behaved
9. buy a 100" tv.. if there's such a thing -.-
10. get a husband
11. have 2 or 3 kids (?!?!)
12. work at macs
13. watch all the star wars episodes another 36(fave number) times.. watched it soo many times alrdy mann.. it's classic
14. get a life time supply of salmon sashimi
15. sleep for 24 hours straight
16. find enlightenment
17. levitate
18. black belt in karate
19. to continue this post later lol bye :]

oh crap.. im having my karate grading in 2 hours time.. if i pass.. i'll get my orange belt.. but if i fail.... oh man.. what if i do fail?!? the grading costs 30 bucks.. dont wanna waste my parent's money.. so i must do this properly.. haha. i was discussing with christine what i should shout out.. i was like HEE-AH? HURH? HAA? ahha.. she told me to do the second one.. haha.. omigosh... it's gonna start soooonn!! wish me luccckk! :]

got back results today.. history..lit.. and geog.. i was disapointed for all of them.. i wanted to do better than that. ok i didnt fail for any but... it's just.. that.. i studied so hard and ugh.. the results were just... sighh.. especially for one particular subject.. namely.. history... my favourite subject.. u see... i never really actually did well for history.. it was pretty much failures for the 1st half of the yr... well.. it was kinda the same for the 2nd half but.. it was after that remedial lesson with mr ang that made me understand how we were supposed to answer source based questions.. after that remedial.. i just knew that i would improve for history and that i would do the source based questions properly... so.. the next test.. i was like... so happy... although i only got an 11/20.. my source based section earned me 9/10.. even higher than the top girl in hist... and the other 2 marks was earned another two questions in structured... i seriously thought i woudnt pass.. i only had the time to do those... so.. after i got back my paper.. when class ended.. i went to thank mr ang.. he said he was really happy.. really very happy... the feeling was like... wow.. a teacher was like... in a way.. proud of what i did... i never really thought any teacher would ever say that... so.. for the next test.. i got a 9/15.. and the remark was "that's the way!".. and for the first source based question.. i got full marks and he put there a "yay!".. haha.. i laughed at this comment in my mind so muchh lol.. then for the 2nd question.. i got a 3/5... and for the last qsn.. a 2/6.. the comment was " what happened? no time?".. yeaa.. that's exactly the reason... so after that i went up to him and he told me to pace myself right... and yeah.. keep to time and all that... so he announced that there were gonna be remedial sessions and all... i signed up for one... if im not wrong.. it was on a wednesday... yeaaahh.. so he taught us the 1st question... but i really actually wanted him to go thru the 2nd one.. soooo... after a few lessons.. i asked him if i could go to another remedial... he said ok.. so.. i went... then it's like.. after he explained and asked us to do it.. i was the first one to let him check.. and it was wrong and, not answering the question at all.. haha -.-... so i went back to do again.. while all the others (about twenty sth) went to check.. whoa.. it took a darn long time.. so even after i finished writing.. the queue was still long... so i just sat there and slacked for a while.. then.. before i could get him to check.. he explained the 2nd section... so.. while the remaining girls in the queue uhh.. queued... the rest did their work... oh btw i didn't wanna queue cos like... why wait so long when u can check later ehhe... yea... soo after i finished the 2nd section.. i was kinda the slowest lah.. so the queue builded up again.. oh man.. so i went thru my answer once more and.. then slacked.. heheh.. 10 minutes passed.. 15 minutes passed.. 30minutes passed... the queue was still there while i stupidly waited at my desk.. all of my friends left alrdy.. heh.. so there were like 4 ppl left there+mr ang.. he attended to the rest first before going thru mine.... so i was like the last one there... eek.. yeaaa... so it was like another half an hour there? he went through qsn b.. then made me repeat the whole answer verbally to him.. and after that asked me to list out all the points.. after that.. he still went through section c.. haha so nice... after that class.. i knew how to do the useful questions properly.. so yeaaa... after that.. it was just days and days of studying history.. even if it was lit that day.. i'll still study hist... urggghh..during the final exam.. i was rushing for time... if only i had more time.. i would have gotten more marks.. but i guess... that's not the point..... sigh.. ok.. lets just jump to when i got back my paper... omigosh.. horror... as i walked towards room 100.. mr ang was outside la.. when i walked past him.. he was giving me this stare.. like. as if i just ended the whole star wars saga or sth... yess.. that look.. so i sorta knew the results weren't gonna be good.. by this time.. i was already strangling history.. ack.. kill it! oh god.. went inside the room.. sat at the corner.. then he showed us the breakdown of the marks in the four classes he marked.. and said that the highest was in 1pe.. which is my class... then he gave out the papers... caryl got the highest.. he went in register order u see.. so i was sitting there staring at the table... and when it was my turn... i went up to him and took my paper.. i didnt even bother looking at his face.. didnt want to... so.. i returned to my seat.. counted to 10.. then opened the paper... i can still remember how i felt at that point of time...... the corner is goodd... no one knows u're crying- so i just sat there.. tears... facing away from mr ang.. when he walked in my direction.. i turned away.. sighh.. i kept crying constantly.. i didnt fail.. but it was much lower than i thought it would be... i was so disapointed in myself.... but the worst was... when mr ang told us to put our papers back on the table up front... since it was according to register number from the back.. i was 3rd.. so i went up.. and i couldnt help but feel horrible.. that feeling was so bad that i didnt even want to go near the table.. so i flung the paper towards the pile but it missed and nearly slid off the table.. but mr ang caught it in time.. then he was like.. TRISHA.. WHAT'S THAT FOR?! but he didnt seem angry or anything according to aisha and pris..they said it was cause he understood that i was sad so yeaaa... then i walked back to put the paper back into the pile and said sorry.. so i walked back to my table and felt more devastated than ever.. sighh.. i even feel a bit guilty now... so i wrote an email to him.. well.. it was just a few words.. but i hope he understands lah..... ugrhhg.. what if he doesn't reply?! ahh nvm.. gonna get back science, chinese, english and math papers back tmr... i hope it goes well..... if not.. then.. well.. who knows... i heard that most people who do badly in school grow up to be good business people.. hehheh.. donald trump.. here i come!! then again....... ):

omigosh results are coming out tmrw and friday.. oh no... what if i do like.. really badly.. i've been studying so hard... oh well... i'll mourn when i get my results back.. sigh.. but i guess if i did my best then it's ok.. yeeaaa... oh!! go watch princess hours on channel u at 7pm on weekdays! it rawks!! hahaha..

it's 2 days after the exams now.. it's amazing how time passes by so fast.. it wasnt long ago that i found out i had a male form teacher.. it wasnt long ago i sat in that unfamiliar classroom.. it wasnt long ago that i first saw you... or was it? all that sec one.. it's all gonna come to an end.. it's just 2 weeks now before we leave sec one.. excluding the results on thursday and friday... sigh.. i want this to last forever... this year alone has brought so much memories.. i will remember them always.. but i know that from then on.. things wont be the same anymore..

oh yeaa.. i found this really cool video .. check it out :]



hhehe.. amazing isn't it.

hey :]

ok.. so... reading "deception point" currently..... i would tell u what it was about.. but sadly.. im only on the 2nd page. hmm.. but yea. dan brown's books rawk.. they are so addictive.. terribly addictive.. so far.. i've read.. the da vinci code.. angels and demons and digital fortress... they all rock the same ^^
ehehehe.. ok.. gonna do some youtube-ing.. bye :]

Michael Jackson's Evil Twin does "Thriller"

that was lame

"without me" by Eminem makes me wanna pee..
-_____________________________-

You Should Try Whitewater Rafting

Get in some IV class rapids... And see if you can stay in the raft

You are 67% Gemini

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Your Birthdate: June 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your Luck Quotient: 49%

You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

You Should Drive a Lamborghini

A true daredevil, you're always in search of a new rush. Clearly, you're a total speed demon... just don't get caught!

Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Evil Magician. Where You Lived: Burma. How You Died: Hung for treason.

Your New Year's Resolutions

1) Get a pet monkey 2) Eat more gummy bears 3) Travel to Sweden 4) Study witchcraft 5) Get in shape with disco dancing

You Failed 8th Grade Spanish

Sorry, you only got 0/8 correct!

ripped this from joy's blog :]

01) single, taken or crushing?
single and proud of it :D

02) are you happy with your life right now?
i guess it's better than most lives..

03) when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
yeah.. most probably

04) have you ever had your heartbroken?
nahh..

05) do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no...

06) would you take back someone if he cheats on you?
no...

07) have you talked bout marriage with another before?
yea.. just random topics that pop up when im talking to friends.. haha.. i want a guy who's charismatic

08) do you want children?
yea.

09) how many?
2/3 ( not two thirds.. as in.. 2 slash 3; 2 or 3)

10) would you consider adoption?
nope. it's murder..

11) if someone liked you right now what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
mm.. tell me without telling me.. like.. u know.. through actions :]

12) do you enjoy getting into relationships?
do i? i guess if there's someone that u can really depend on and trust then yea.. but not the player type.

13) be honest, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did?
dont have one

14) do you believe in love at first sight?
yea i guess..

15) are you romantic?
am i?

16) do you believe you can change someone?
hope so :]

17) if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Hawaii :]

18) do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends on my mood

19) do you have feelings for someone now?
do i?

20) have you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?
eh.. no?

21) have you ever broken a heart?
hope so :P

22) one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
kill her.

23) are you missing someone now?
am i?

hey.. exams are finally over.. english was okay.. the comprehension was ok.. but the summary was tough cos only 120 words were allowed so i was like.. canceling here.. there.. teachers will get a headache lookin at it :]
hidden motive.. hehe..
ok.. so.. went ps with pris just now.. yea..
ahh ok... results coming out on thrus+fri like omg..

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sighh.. after the exams are over.. like.. i have to do everything la. cook rice.. wash dishes.. yadayada.. ahh.. i dun like cooking rice cos there are like.. rice weevils.. eee... so i use a spoon to take them out hehe..
anyway.. if any day.. you're feeling down or sth.. here's my "happy recipe". but beware.. it might make you high..

pour chocolate milk into a glass.. put whipped cream on it (the amt is really depending on how happy you wanna be).. then.. add a spoon full of milo powder on top. eat the top first.. (whipped cream+milo powder=heaven) yea.. it'll eventually all sink down so it's YUM. oh and btw... at the first scoop (whipped cream+milo powder=heaven).. dont sorta suck it in.. cos the milo powder will be sucked into ur throat and it's that whole choking kinda thing... and i speak from experience hehehe :]

Oo i see lunch ^^
yes im hungry..

oh.. no more haze lawl.. and here i was wating for the PSI level to go all the way to 301.. then we'll all be sitting at home (no sch) using the com.. and when we look out the window.. we wont be able to see anything but greyness... ahha gayness..
ahh.. home is BORING.. there's nothing to do but go on the com. esp when exams are over (except for english but who cares) yea.. there's nothin to do.. and i thought studying was a chore... well it is.. but yea.
ok. will blog more later.. playing some weird games... the internet is getting boring too, yes.

omigosh the haze is so bad.. the last time i checked.. the PSI was 150.. and it's like already so bad that u can hardly see more than 10m.. and i thot like.. maybe they would temporarily close school or sth.. but then i watched the news and they said (schools will only close if the PSI is above 301) .. like wth we're all going to DIE before we can even not go to school lah. 150 already so bad.. when it's "un-hazy" the PSI is probably like zero lawl..

oh man.. i might not beable to think tomorrow. my brain might get clogged up by the pollutants or sth lawl. okaye gonna eat kiwi now... kiwi is gooddd... :] haha kay bb

Call Me When You're Sober- Evanescence

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

And I'd give up forever to touch you'
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life'
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

ahh ok. i shall talk about the exams..

chinese- i found it ok i guess... i wouldn't say it was difficult or anything but yeah..

english- paper 2's on monday.. i found paper 1 .. interesting? yea. i wrote this really weird and mysterious story. hmm...

geography- YAY. im very satisfied with this one.. all that studying paid off. but at the last section... they said choose 4 out of the 6 questions. hehe. i did all 6.. then after the exam.. when i heard everyone go "oh shit. i did all 6"... then i was like- crapp...

history- oh damn... dont know what to say for this one.. here's the thing... i felt kinda disapointed with myself after this exam.. i was rushing for time.. so i felt that i couldnt give it my all.. i studied the hardest for this too. hist is my favourite subject.. so... i dunno.

literature- ehehehe.. this one ahh.. for the essay.. i wrote 2 full pages.. without leaving lines. haha. heard that alot of ppl only wrote one page/half a page or sth so yeah.. quite pleased with myself..

math- oh man.. this one was tough.. dont think i'll do very well. and during the exam.. i got all the formulas mixed up so yea..

science- cant remember much of this one..

yea.. so.. one more paper remaining- english.. at least there's not much of a way to study for this one :P
... exams are more or less over.. i should be happy... but there's still that feeling of.. sadness... and i dont know why...

heyy everyone :]

it's been quite a while.. exams and all... oh crapp. the years gonna end soon. i'll miss sec 1. i'll miss 1pe. i'll miss the sec 1pe teachers. i'll miss my lovely 1pe-ans. i'll miss sitting near the pond during break, when i move on to sec 2..i can only look down at the pond from the 2nd/3rd level. i'll miss the classroom which has been a home to me for this year. i'll miss falling asleep during lit (although i'll probably still do that next year hehe).i'll miss our music lessons where we all sing in harmonics and stuff. i'll miss science lessons when we are all quiet and it gives me time to think and mrs kee cracks weird jokes. i'll miss math lessons when i'll get confused. i'll miss chinese lessons, hehe.. and lao shi picks on me. but she's so nice and funny. i'll miss geography lessons where teo draws weird squiggles on the board. i'll miss english lessons where we seem to be learning everything but english. i'll miss history lessons where mr ang is just so funny and makes history so interesting, haha. there was once he waved a penknife out at me for an example of threats and responses.. then i didnt move cos i knew he wasnt gonna really stab me or anything haha. it was really funny. sighh.. i'll miss the fun PE lessons where i'll do anything but soccer hehe. i'll miss everything that i cant have in sec 2 :(

Classes

1pe06
6sy05

2PRo7
Kai Lin
Yumie

1PEo6

Amelia
Brittany
Caryl
Chelsea
Cheryl Ho
Christine
Deanna
Denise
Jasmine
Kristen
Laura F/Min-Wei/Laura N
Laura F
Laura N
May Ann
Mei-Shaan
Melissa
Min-Wei
Priscilla
Rachel T
Sylvia
Vera
Victoria

6SYo5

Carolyn
Chloe
Claire
Clara
Denise
Jessica Chan
Jessica Choo
Joelle
Joy
Judith
Lingli
Lynette
Michelle
Natalie
Pan-e
Rachel Sim
Rachel Tan
Valarie
Zeshan

SCgirls

Cheryl
Erica
Esther
Lauren
Valentina

ex-SCgirls

Deborah

Teachers

Mr Ang
Miss Goh

Others

Alex
Bryan
Jerry
Matthew
Matt&Aisha
Zhenyi



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